After receiving the news of my first ever abnormal pap, I was scheduled to undergo a colposcopy today 06 OCT 2014.
I was so worried and anxious plus I didn’t want to research too much on the procedure and scare myself even more. My wonderful husband accompanied me to my visit. Blood pressure was 166/119-can you say nervous?
The doctor was very friendly and explaining the methods and rationale behind the procedure. She took a biopsy of an area that looked concerning. She took some samples for a biopsy and said the results should be back in a two to four weeks.
My husband was the best. Stood by and held my hand and comforted me the entire time. He was my delightful distraction. I am truly blessed to have him in my life.
As for me, I’II put on a strong face but later while alone I will cry. Cry because all the what if’s. Cry because I don’t want cancer. Cry because of the waiting and not doing. But all we can do now is wait 🙏